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hey ppl!
wUtz up? so newaiiz... im bored. just sittin' here thinkin bout some thingsz.. yehh i kno the icons are kinda depressin' but oo well.. i like them soo yehh...ive been thinkin bout *him* lately.. idk. just have been alot lately. i was doin' fine but he seemed to pop right back up.. could i really be in luvv w/ him or juss care for him deeply?!? i still havent figured it out yet. cuz they say true love never has an ending which is the truth.. well its something.. n' hopefully sumtime i'll figure out wut is it.. i hope so cuz its drivin' me insane. im gettin' tired of my family makin ' a durn color issue outta everything.. "well kristin talks to black boiz when shes not suppose to." wtf? my aunts like well if u read in the bible or something... im sittin' here thinkin' to myself.. isn't everyone created equal thru God's eyes no matter what colors U R* then they get off on the well if God wanted us to date outside our race.. he woulda made us the same color.. not really b/c he wanted us to be different and not all the same.. this is 2005' ... they need to get off the racial stuff.. they're is so much mixing NOW then ever before.. ya kno, ppl are afraid to show it like they were before.. they are out in the open. it doesn't matter wut color U R*.. its whats on the inside that counts.. to me it doesn't matter wut color U R* but i just seem to be attracted to black guyz .. idk why. i jus find them more seXXier... another thing that really getz to me is that the gurlz around here that date blck guyz.. they try to be someone they are not. ..try to act blck n' talk blck.. if that is even possible.. its how they think blck ppl act and how they talk.. they dont even sound like no blck person lol.. its so stupid! im not like that.. just b/c i like black guys doesnt mean im going to change who i am.. im a deep person, i write poetry, i look at life on a serious tip... i luvv my CoUnTrii MuSic, i like rock, r&b, christian. etc.. u get wut i mean with the music lol..i LuVv AIM*...Cuddling*....Lip Gl0sS....PhOne*...English*...ME time*...SuMm3r NiGhts*...WaLks On The BeAch*...LoVe*...BiG HuGz*...L0nG NiiTe TaLkz*...Journalz*...LeTTerz*...*SeCreTz*...BeSt Friendz*...RaIn*...CrYinG*...PsYcHoLoGy*...MoNkeYzz*... n' if thatz a crime.. then soo be it! n' i LuVv slUsHiEzZ.. they R* the bomb diggity.. n' i like AE, Aeropastle, Tommy, Southpole, Polo, n' WALMART.. walmart is the shizznit!
My Perfect Date
walkin' on the b3ach on a SuMm3r br33zy nite layin' there on a blanket while they are hOlding me tite lookin' up @ the stars listenin' to the wind and the sound of the crashin' wavez and nothing but silence..(haha i kn0 kinda boring! but hey thazz me!)
My Perfect Guy
smart, charming, CuTe n' CuDdly, knoz wut he wants out of life, not about one thing, not about game, has high confidence and knows the goals he has set will be reached, determined, LuVable, Holdz me tiGht,dOwn tA eArth, lOvez me for me, dOezn't try to change me unless itz for the better..
well newaiiz.. this is me.. n' always will B* no one is gonna change me.. so they can either except me as i am or just so be it.. its them thats missing out.. soo oo well. i know this entry is random but i just felt like writting on it.. so if yall took the time to read it.. then thats on U*... if ppl would take the time to read someones entry , they might get to know the person unless the person is really front'n bout who they R* on this internet b/c they're are ppl like that...but i have no reason to front.. well juz leve the luvv.. |
